Even though it was made abundantly clear and maybe I've always known, it didn't take away that all too familiar sting. I should be used to it by now but it doesn't make it any easier to manage. I really have tried...maybe not as well as a normal person would have but I did try. … Continue reading “Sunrise and set are the same to me”
Falling behind already. Way behind it seems. Life is just testing me these days. No use crying or worrying about all these things though. It is what it is. I am very good at going with things, the ebb and flow of life so to speak. I really wish you were better at talking. Maybe … Continue reading “It all comes to down to this, I’m hiding in plain sight”
Short blurb because I feel worse about my birthday than I did the other night. My dad asked if I did anything for my birthday, I told him no. He was almost shocked, you didn't go out or anything? I said nope. In order for that to have happened, you would actually need friends. I … Continue reading Gee…thanks.
Well another birthday has come and gone, the big 2-9, no one says that about 29. No one seems to care after 21, at least not until you are 30 and every decade after that. It was a nice day at least. I had to help out my little brother's school with their All-School Picnic. … Continue reading Birthdays are a drag
I am back at this again, it has been awhile but that's what I am good at doing. I love to stop things just as quick as I start them. I have no idea why I can't commit to anything long enough. Maybe it's boredom in the end, that's the easy way out, the fast … Continue reading Nothing in here tonight.
Here I go pulling away from the few people I do have in my life. I find myself not wanting anything to do with my close friend. I would usually play video games with this person and talk a lot to them, now? Hardly. Who is to blame here? He is hardly around anymore and … Continue reading “I tend to push ’em ’til the pushing’s turned from hurting to burn”
Life throws these little surprises just to keep you on your toes. You reached out to me for the first time, you asked me to play with you...and me being who I am just couldn't talk. You didn't talk either but it feels worse when I do it. Why is this so hard for me? … Continue reading “You’ll talk like a mime”