“Sunrise and set are the same to me”

Even though it was made abundantly clear and maybe I've always known, it didn't take away that all too familiar sting. I should be used to it by now but it doesn't make it any easier to manage. I really have tried...maybe not as well as a normal person would have but I did try. … Continue reading “Sunrise and set are the same to me”

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“I tend to push ’em ’til the pushing’s turned from hurting to burn”

Here I go pulling away from the few people I do have in my life. I find myself not wanting anything to do with my close friend. I would usually play video games with this person and talk a lot to them, now? Hardly. Who is to blame here? He is hardly around anymore and … Continue reading “I tend to push ’em ’til the pushing’s turned from hurting to burn”

“Nothing’s ever lost that we can’t find”

Every night I tell myself I will go to bed earlier or at least attempt to do that and each night I fail. Even if I attempted to sleep earlier it would just consist of me laying in bed with only my thoughts. As of right now my thoughts are definitely not good company. Always … Continue reading “Nothing’s ever lost that we can’t find”

“The concept of sleep is way too tired”

I keep flip-flopping with journals/diaries for the past couple years. I was super into it in 2015, stopped writing for a while, just started again in the beginning of this year. I just start so strong and then fizzle out, much like everything else I do in my life. I cannot concentrate or commit for … Continue reading “The concept of sleep is way too tired”