Even though it was made abundantly clear and maybe I've always known, it didn't take away that all too familiar sting. I should be used to it by now but it doesn't make it any easier to manage. I really have tried...maybe not as well as a normal person would have but I did try. … Continue reading “Sunrise and set are the same to me”
Short blurb because I feel worse about my birthday than I did the other night. My dad asked if I did anything for my birthday, I told him no. He was almost shocked, you didn't go out or anything? I said nope. In order for that to have happened, you would actually need friends. I … Continue reading Gee…thanks.
Here I go pulling away from the few people I do have in my life. I find myself not wanting anything to do with my close friend. I would usually play video games with this person and talk a lot to them, now? Hardly. Who is to blame here? He is hardly around anymore and … Continue reading “I tend to push ’em ’til the pushing’s turned from hurting to burn”
Every night I tell myself I will go to bed earlier or at least attempt to do that and each night I fail. Even if I attempted to sleep earlier it would just consist of me laying in bed with only my thoughts. As of right now my thoughts are definitely not good company. Always … Continue reading “Nothing’s ever lost that we can’t find”
This is going to be a rant/feelings post, if you don’t care about this please just keep on doing whatever it was you were doing. I have no idea what’s been going on lately but I am very down and out these days. I don’t know if I should blame the weather, the stars, the … Continue reading Simple Rant